Bye Bye Uti......See you soon yaaa....

Jumat, Februari 26, 2010

14 February 2010

Akhirnya saatnya datang juga untuk mengucapkan salam perpisahan sama uti.....my mom decide to going back home to Yogyakarta after take care of my children for almost 3 weeks....hiks hiks soooo sad....

Dipagi yang dingin jam 05.00 AM kita bertiga mengantarkan uti ke Stasiun Bekasi . Karena masih pagi nggak sampai 30 menit kita sudah sampai di stasiun. Kereta Fajar Utama ke Yogyakarta baru akan berangkat jam 06.45 AM alright so we still have 1 hour to wait the train come to the station .

Hhhmmm asyikkk Panji akhirnya punya banyak kesempatan untuk hunting foto di stasiun.
below is the picture which he took by his camera Digital Canon Powershot A530 ... commented by mommy ....

Welcome To Bekasi

KRL Jabotabek Line Bekasi - Sudirman

We are ready to take you to Jakarta....

Express Train.....Wuzzzzzzzzzzz

Fajar Utama to Yogyakarta ...time to say good bye

Next Destination...Bekasi Station

hhhmmmm..when it will stop ya...??

Boarding Time

Time for Uti to leave us....Bye Bye Uti....See u soon yaaaaa..

Take care and love youuuu

Quite....like our feeling...lonely...miss u uti..

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo

The Girl with The Dragon Tattoo

By : Stieg Larsson

Mikael Blomkvist ,Financial journalist, co owner of Independent Magazine Millenium together with Lisbeth Salander , young computer Hacker ,an asocial punk,genius and most importantly a young woman driven by her vindictiveness ,hired by Henrik Vanger to investigate the disappearance of his niece Harriet Vanger ..

Together they investigate the case . Henrik suspect that someone on his family murdered Harriet 40 years ago. During the investigation they found that Harriet's disappearance linked to series of gruesome murders in the past . The two come close to discovering disappearance of Harriet and opened the dark side of the Powerful Vanger Clan . Until Mikael find himself in great danger as a result .

The Girl with The Dragon Tattoo is the first novel of Millennium Trilogy. the other two novels title is The Girl who Played with Fire and the Girl who Kicked the hornets Nest .The Author Stieg Larsson tragically passed away before his books published .

I can't stop when i read this novel...the female characters,Lisbeth Salander and other women in this novel are strong ,independent and powerful. they refuse to back down from a fight. Violence and abuse happen but they rise back up. and refuse to be frightened.

Mikael Blomkvist the journalist, he is the combination of Jason Bourne and Indiana Jones. Heroes with sense of humour . and he must be a great lover since 3 female characters in this novel having affair with him *wouuuwwww* .

And this is the second Swedish author which i read the novel . The first is Astrid Lindgren the author of Pippi the Long stocking .

Persahabatan atau Cinta

Rabu, Februari 24, 2010

Untukku persahabatan itu adalah suatu ikatan yang tulus , tanpa pamrih . Ketika suka dibagi bersama dan ketika duka datang menyelimuti suasana, sahabat kan hadir untuk memberikan dukungan dan senyumnya.

Tapi apa jadinya jika Cinta datang diantaranya ? mana yang akan kaupilih ? Cinta atau Persahabatan.


Jika kau utarakan Rasa Cintamu padanya , dan ternyata dia tak memiliki perasaan yang sama , akankah persahabatan itu tetap terjalin indah diantara kalian ?


Bagiku.....akan kupilih "persahabatan" .Kan kubiarkan benih benih cintaku layu , kering dan mati . Karena aku tahu pasti aku tak akan mampu kehilangan persahabatan yang sudah terjalin begitu indah ini....Dan yang terutama aku tak mau kehilangan dirinya ....sahabat sejatiku...

Bye Bye love....

you...

Senin, Februari 22, 2010

Today I was caught smiling for No reason....

Then I realized i was thinking about you

Bogor Botanical Garden

Terpuruk .....

Kamis, Februari 18, 2010

Ketika bahu ini sudah tak kuat lagi menahan beban....ketika hati ini sudah tak mampu menahan luapan airmata...ku hanya bisa berucap..Laa Khaula Wala kuwatta Illa Billahil Aliyul adhim.....

2 minggu terakhir ini hari hariku begitu terasa berat. Berkurang satu tenaga di departmenku dan menghadapi audit eksternal membuat aku benar benar lelah lahir dan batin. Belum lagi dirumah pembantu hanya bisa nemenin anak anak sampai jam 6 sore. Sehingga aku nggak bisa tinggal lebih lama dikantor untuk menyelesaikan pekerjaan yang menumpuk.

Aku suka bekerja dan aku cinta pekerjaan aku. Tapi ada saat2 seperti ini dimana aku merasa begitu tak berdaya , tak berdaya menahan keinginan untuk tak berucap....."I am Quit...." . Aku ingin meneriakkannya keras keras. Memberitahu dunia how desperate Iam . Aku begitu ingin tak perduli dengan semua pekerjaan yang ada didepan aku. Seperti manusia lain yang bisa begitu santainya bersikap tak perduli.

Ketika menghadapi suatu kesalahan fatal dan tak ada yang bisa memaklumi kenapa kesalahan itu bisa terjadi. Aku sungguh merasa aku hanyalah obyek penderita . Lelah badan jadi tak ada artinya dibandingkan semua beban hati karena keputus asaan ini. Aku tidak takut menghadapi itu semua. Aku hanya lelah hingga aku ingin berhenti. Tak hanya sejenak tapi selamanya.

Akhirnya hanya bisa kupasarahkan semuanya kembali pada Allah yang tercinta...Dia yang membuat aku hidup, Dia pula penentu jalan hidupku. Hanya Kaulah pelindung ku ya Allah....

Hujan deras turun membasahi bumi.....

Menambah dalam luka di hati.

Biarlah Tuhan....

Biarkan aku menghadapai semua tantangan ini..

Ikhlaskan hatiku menghadapi semua cobaanmu...

Karena ku tahu kau tak akan pernah Berpaling dariku...

PS : I Love You....

Selasa, Februari 16, 2010

Meeting you was fate

Becoming your friend is a choice

Falling in Love with you.......

was beyond my control

Will you become my Valentine.....

My Smiling City - 2

Minggu, Februari 07, 2010

@ Candi Kalasan




Kalasan temple is built on 778 M , in kalibening vilage , 16km east from Jogjakarta.

This temple is dedicated to Budhis Goddess TARA

Kalasan temple is 45 X 45 m and 14 m heights. it has 52 stupas which have 4,6 m heights each.








@Candi Sari


Candi sari is placed 10km from Jogja city . Built on 8th Century almost in the same time with Kalasan temple. If Kalasan temple isdedicated for Goddess TARA , candi sari is built for the budhis monks . for their daily religion activity and stayed there.

Predicted by the arkeolog that the entrance gate have a "Dwarapla" statue as the guard . This statue were Hold "gada" and and snake .





This temple is 17,30 X 10 M with 17 to 18 meters height. the second floor is used as warehouse. first floor is used for religion activity, like study , discussion and other religion activity.

The wal outside is full of beautiful carving . All windows and doors have statues of a man and a woman hold lotus. totally there are 36 statues , 8 on the east wall, 8 on the south wall, 8 on the north wall and 12 on the west wall.

@Kraton Boko

Located 19km north of Jogjakarta . actually this is not a candi/temple but it is a palace.

predicted built on 8th century by "wangsa Syailendra" (buddhis) but after that it is take over by king of "maatram Hindu" . taht is why this building is have a specific hindu and budha carving inside

To be Continued .......

When they need me and I am not there....

Kamis, Februari 04, 2010

Sometimes I have to work late.....
And They need me to listen to them....
Telling me story about School, Friend,Food and anything

I will online on Yahoo Messenger ,
Kiss them , Hug them through YM Emoticons...
Share the story about our day ,their day at school, my day at office.

And we draw a picture together ...
Mommy and sons ....

This is only one of the problem solving for me to keep them close to me.
even I have to spent half of my day outside of my house.
Far far away from my lovely son....